Wednesday, May 21, 2014

Bless Your Holy Name

Praise the Lord, O my soul,
Let all that is within me bless His Holy Name.
Praise the Lord, O my soul,
Let every fiber of my being rejoice!

Bless You, Lord, for You are good,
You love us through everything.
Bless You, Lord, for You are merciful,
My heart is sustained by Your tenderness.

Oh Papa, loving Abba!  Bless You!
Oh Jesus Christ, lover of my soul! Bless You!
Oh Spirit, my breath, my Life!  Bless You!
Let all that is within me bless Your Holy Name!

The lips of my soul kiss You all over Your beautiful Face! :)
 

Tuesday, March 18, 2014

Grief in Rondo

Denial
Sad
Numb
Denial
Sad
Angry
Depressed
Angry
Denial
Sad
Numb
Denial
Sad...

Wednesday, February 19, 2014

Looking for Leo

I want to write to Leo.
I want to talk with God.
I want to hear God talk to me.
I want God to wrap His arms around me and tell me
how everything is according to a Great Good Plan.
I want talking with God to help me know I am who I am supposed to be.
I am anxious.
Nothing satisfies.
Nothing draws me to itself.
Except God.
I want God.
I want God to fill me with His Communing-Spirit.
I want to connect with God.
So why do I want to write to Leo?
Who is Leo?
Leo is God inside of me.
Leo is my Lion.
Leo is the lion of my visions.
Leo is The One Who could devour me but doesn't.
Leo is Other Who Makes Himself Intimate with me.
Leo is where and how within myself I connect with God.
Leo is my Integrity-ability.
Leo is tamed only by Christ.
And even Christ chooses not to tame Leo.
Why is this?
Christ calls me to abandon my entirely-known self.
Leo is the enfleshment of my abandonment.
Lord, help me meet Leo.